Jini9605743062, 46

I have been in Live-In relationship with a women(British) of 53 for past three years.Right from the start of our relationship,I was told that she was at risk of cardiac arrest anytime or any other compications related to cardiac.Though she is highly paid professional with Phd.,She respected my feelings and every single day was like a Love at First sight day
Intially,Her childrens back home did not like my relationship with her,They suspected that I was using her to get permanent visa to UK or her riches.Because white British think Indian men are always cunning.During her last days of life,I nursed her,gave and showed her my love for her.After she left me forever,Her son and daughter realised how wrong they were.Even today the son calls me very often to enquire about me and my health.I am wondering Is there any women on earth who looks for a man and man only?
I dated lots of women in my age groups while in Doha,Qatar,But the mental happiness I get while being with a older women or say as women in her 40s or 50s are great for me.Need a women who knows what means life and A women who is proud to say her husband is much younger man
But I dont understand,Why women cant accept a younger partner??Is there any written law in any religious faith that men should always be elder to women??I believe age gap between men and women are due to the calculation of life long physical relationship as most believe physical encounter plays the most important part in a successfull marriage.Because its a common belief that women cant make her men happy after crossing certain age,And men are physically active until the last breath of his life.But I have a question for all those who believe in such thinking,Can a physical encounter or making love happen between a couple regardless of there age if there is no mutual love,understand and trust between them??No,So age has nothing to do with marriage or a genuine relationship.